I feel... Tuesday, March 31, 2009 slightly productive today. I did a lot of driving, and that's why it took so long to do all I did, but ah well. *laughs* All I did was put in my two weeks notice, had my drug test, got my check from David's Bridal, deposited it, got some gas, and take care of some bills. *laughs* It sounds like I did more, but if you think about it... it isn't much. Isn't it amazing how you have money for a second, then it all seems to disappear? I better get used to this for a while. T.T But it'll be worth it. It's building towards a better future of being caught up and all that jazz. So... *waves goodbye to money* *laughs* I felt loved today though. ^^ When I told my manager that I put in my two weeks notice because I was offered a job closer to home, she kept going "Aww. Aww. Aww." It was nice to know that they liked me and I am leaving on good terms. A whole different story than David's Bridal. O.o I made my sister a card today. ^^ I am glad. She sent me a very sweet card a whlie back. And since I can't really afford to buy her one, I made one! Umm... OH! Lydia got a job at AppleBees! I am so excited! She did what I suggested I guess. (I mentioned how Monique told me to keep calling places and following up, and I think that's how come Walmart called me back. So I told her she should do it as well.) And as soon as she called them, they told her to come in for an interview! Isn't that exciting? I also talked to Janice today. ^^ It was nice. Oddly enough, I don't remember much of what we talked about, but all that matters is that I enjoyed it and that it made me happy. What matters is what it made me feel I guess. XD OH! So, apparently, my mom was worried about my drug test?!?!? I think it had to do something with the fact I'm Pregnant and I was taking some medication. But I think she understands now that it shouldn't affect anything. XD Labels: accomplished, Janice, job, Lydia, Walmart

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Lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~ Saturday, March 28, 2009 So, seeing as I am really bad at doing this... often.... I'll just start talking about whatever is on my mind, and hopefully that it'll all add up and make sense eventually. *laughs* Okay, so, I'm really excited for the interview with Walmart. Like REALLY. It'd be nice to have a job where you have things to do daily and more... regular... again. I mean, not that I dislike my job or anything... but, let's just say... huh... I am not quite sure how to say it, but, I'm not as comfortable? No. That's not it. I just have a feeling that it's not for me? Sure, let's go with that. (But, evidently, for some people, I am the cutest thing they've ever seen. O.o Like, there's a few guys where I have just heard them say "She's just so cute/adorable." WHAT? .... Okay... nice to know I'm adorable? -.-; I feel like I'm a little kid again or something. *laughs* Ah well.) OH! OHOHOH! I had like a day-mare (a nightmare but during the day...) where I was starting to get so weak that they were going to force me to work less, and I started freaking out and crying saying "Please don't! I need to earn money! For-" and I just started freaking out and listing things and.... O.o No idea why. Maybe that's a fear? Because I'm always so tired? Who knows. But then I had a happy little daydream. (It seems like these day dreams should take half an hour. But they don't. There are for a minute, but I get a lot dreaming done evidentally. *laughs*) Where I got to work with Tokio Hotel on tour. What it was is that at concerts, they'd chose a girl from the audience to sing a part of a duet (they didn't have an offical singer for that or something) and they chose me. Well, I couldn't leave my seat (I felt weak, so they set me near the stage as they could but in a chair near a bar, but I didn't drink. It was just close.) so I just sat there and we did the duet differently. (Usually the audince member got to sing NEXT to Bill.) But it added an effect that the managers and concert people liked, so they asked me to join them for the rest of the US concerts. I said I couldn't because of work, so they contacted my work. My work informed them that I was about to have a leave for about 6 weeks, so they used that to their advantage and had me come with them for that one song! I got to sit down, and they took very good care of me (and I was paid for it!). And the fans loved it! Somehow, I had started to become known in the TH fandom, so people were excited to see me. ^^ Well, we were done in 3 weeks, but they wanted me to do the European part of the tour as well! I said "Well, that would take longer than three weeks, and Monique is expecting me to come home..." So they went behind me again and called places and people. *laughs* They called my work (I was working for Walmart in the dream. *laughs* Goodness gracious.) And they said that they could keep me longer, as long as they mentioned that Walmart was part of the reason. (Basically, get some advertisement. HA.) Then they called Monique and she was very excited! I was doing something I loved and I was getting paid for it! AWESOME! And, it was with my favorite band of all time! Like I said. It seems like it should have taken a long time, but it only took a minute. Don't you love how that happens? *laughs* Umm... anything else? I can't think of anything. So now I am going to bed and sleep happily, because I am waking up at 7 tomorrow to take a shower and go to church before I go to work... and hopefully be busy! Yay! XD Labels: daydreams, job, random, Tokio Hotel, Walmart

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Have you ever.... Sunday, March 22, 2009 Have you ever had such inspiration hit you all of a sudden, and five thousand ideas come to mind? And you just want to write it all down, because it's the inspiration you've been waiting for? But you hold off so you can get to a "good time" to put it all down on paper? And when you go to write it, ... It's gone. Yeah, well, that happened to me today. I had like at least a chorus or beginning of two songs and more to add to one of my stories (a few phrases today had set off something in my mind and gave me that wonderful inspiration) but I "needed" to get a few things done first. So I did them. And by the time I was ready to write, POOF, all gone. I just can't.... quite remember, or it doesn't feel the same. T.T Man. I wish I had jotted it down earlier. Ah well. I said I was going to (possibly) write about Tokio Hotel this time... but alas, that isn't going to happen. *laughs* Sorry y'all. That'll have to be another entry. But for now, I leave with this: Be thankful for the inspiration you get. Remember the feeling that you recieved. That, in the end, is what you'll remember the most. ^^ Labels: missed note, random, special

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Lydia and recent events! Wednesday, March 4, 2009 This time, on my blog, it's... LYDIA! She's the one on the right! ^^ The one beside her is her older sister who's in the army! Mein beste Freund. My best friend! She's been through so much with me and has always been there to support me! And I hope I've been there for her as well. We talk about anything and everything! She's a poet (she writes lovely poems!) and an author as well! And she's really good at drawing mangas as well. There is so much to say about her, yet I can't find the words. I'll just leave as is and say she has helped me in so many ways. She's the best friend that you hear about in stories, that everyone wishes they had. ^^ She's the best that one could ever wish for and more. I post this. I posted this on my Opendiary a little while ago (I think a week or so? Maybe longer?) and it is still very true. (Note: Soulmate is how Tom described Bill. Someone so close and is the best friend on so many levels. It's hard to explain. XD) "She understands the unique bond between me and my sister. Not only does she understand, she encourages and loves it. She's my "Soulmate". (A term Tom used to describe Bill.) And it fits perfectly. I can tell her anything, and I hope she feels the same way about me. I would have fallen apart a few times if I didn't have her. She helps hold me together, through some of my toughest times. It's like she's been there for everything in my life. Without her, my heart fills incomplete. She's the best friend that you hear about. The one who supports and loves unconditionally. I love her, and I can't imagine my life without her. We plan together. Hope, dream, and wish together. It's nice to find someone who understands what I mean, and likes a lot of the same things I do. Who thinks similarily, but is does have different thoughts, and having conversations about them." She's so pretty! --------------------------------------------------- In other news!... I have another job! Whoohoo! I am so excited! It's amazing! Well, not amazing, but I am so happy! And..... ..... I totally forgot what else I was going to write about. *laughs* Next time on my blog: Tokio Hotel??? (maybe. XD) Till then... bye!! Labels: job, Lydia, special

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